You may have seen Keagen online at Real Spankings, Girl’s Boarding School and Dallas Spanks Hard. So, already from her portfolio of spanking work we can tell that this young lady can take a very hard punishment. She also describes her thoughts about her spanking life beautifully in discussions and stories on her blog.
When did you get into spanking? How did it happen?
I have been into spanking for as long as I could remember, but I discovered the adult spanking world my senior year of high school. I wrote a paper on corporal punishment, and that opened the doors to the world I now thrive in. . . .
I’ve just been reading your “Life Isn’t Fair” story and “What Was I Thinking?” post on Keagen’s Spanking Memoir. I liked them a lot! Your writing style is very enjoyable. It sounds like you want/need to be controlled but you hate it when it is actually happening, it sounds like a huge adrenaline rush with the thoughts flying around in your head as you realize you’re in for a spanking. It literally sounds like a rollercoaster that is terrifying but the relief is so great. How do you feel after a spanking?
You have described it perfectly. . . . . it is a roller coaster of emotion and feelings. After a spanking, I feel spent. I feel relaxed, loved, cared for, and forgiven. The pain is often mind-blowing, and the sense of being out of control overwhelming, but it is a very safe feeling over all. My favorite part is when it’s over! That way, I have nothing left to dread, and I can relax in his arms, knowing my slate is clean. . . .
What kind of spankee are you?
I don’t exactly understand the question, but I’ll answer what I assume it to be. I am a spriteful spankee. I am not completely submissive, across the board, although there is one man, and one man only, that I give my submission to. He has my complete submission. Overall, though, I am not submissive. . . . . . I am vocal, but I’m not a fighter, usually. As long as my sense of control is firmly in place, I don’t fight. I never truly mean to fight the spanker. . . . simply the out-of-control feeling.
What would be a perfect spanking? What makes it perfect?
A perfect spanking would be one that very much so reminds me who is in control, and who I belong to, yet one that is not mind-blowingly painful, as most of his spankings are. A perfect spanking would be one in which I was able to fully give control without it needing to be wrenched from my grasp, and without a battle. The simple sense of submission, and safety, without extreme pain, would be what made it perfect. . . . .
What is the most dreaded implement in your implement bag?
Oh, the rubber strap, for sure. This thing is beyond demonic. . . . . .It’s pain that is so painful, it doesn’t fully register because the brain goes into a “panic” mode. The focus is no longer on the spanking, or the implement, or the lecture. . . . only on escape. . . . . It’s thick, heavy, and one that can have me so apprehensive I’m nauseous and sick. The instant I see it, my brain clicks off, and goes into a different mode in order to deal.
Do you enjoy restraints? Do you like BDSM?
NO. Restraints and I are NOT friends, in any way.
Whats your favorite spanking fantasy?
I don’t enjoy role-play, nor fantasy, really. My spanker and I once verbally talked through a scene that had an absolutely magical feeling to it. . . . . a spanking down at the ocean during a sun-set. That’s something I would love to experience in RL.
What does the future hold for Keagen?
School, school, and more school. . . .oh, and a few spankings. . . . . Plenty of time with friends and family . . . . . . . .further exploration and growth on the path of submission. . . . . .
Read more about Keagen’s spankings at Keagen’s Spanking Memoir